already posted this on toyhouse, almost forgot to put it here too. i look forward to these every year so ive been hyped

copy-pasting from my toyhouse bulletin:

i think out of all, i improved the most on anatomy this year. u can’t rlly see it bc it’s been forever since ive last finished a drawing of an actual human LMFAO but im working on that i swear. one of my biggest goals this year was to get comfortable drawing the human body and making it believable, and i think i def achieved that. i definitely have a lot to work on but ive come a long way and im still proud of myself

i think my biggest goal for next year is to stop being such a perfectionist and actually finish shit. i am a chronic overthinker and as a result, i barely ever actually finish anything. im either doodling/studying in my sketchbook or trying and failing to make a finished piece nowadays. most of the reason why I never finish stuff tends to be bc i doubt myself. it takes a lot longer for me to finish drawings nowadays. i used to pump finished drawings out in like, less than an hour, while now it takes me over 4+ hours, not including breaks. and then i see a minor anatomy mistake and my brain is like “everybody will know. everyone will finally realize how much of a shitty artist you are. the jig is up” and then i panic and give up

i need to put an end to that bc it’s been going on for months and im sick of it lmfao. it’s a lot harder to break than it sounds but im going to try my best. get ready to see some shitty art bc oh BOY i am not going to hold back

here are my older art summaries for comparison (the oldest ones i can find):